Monday, June 26, 2006
|| 8:46 AM
I’ll tell you flat out It hurts to think of this So from my tots I will exclude The very thing that I hat more then everything is The way I’m powerless 2 dictate my own moods
I’ve thrown away So many things that could’ve been so much more And I just pray My problems go away if they’re ignored But that’s not the way it works No that’s not ad way it works
**when I go down I go down hard N I take everything I’ve learned N teach myself sum disregard It hurts 2 hit the bottom And of the things that got me there I think if only I had fought them
If n when I can Clear myself of this clouded mind I’ll watch myself settle down Into a place where peace can search me out n find That I’m so ready 2 b found
I’ve thrown away The hope I had in friendships I’ve thrown away So many things that could’ve been much more I’ve thrown away The secret to find an to this N I just pray My problems go away if they’re ignored But that’s not the way it works No that’s not the way it works
Any control I tot I had just slips rite thru my hands While my ever-present conscience Shakes its head n reprimands me Reprimands me Then n there I confess I’ll blame all this on my selfishness Yet u love me And that consumes me And I’ll stand up again And do so willingly
wen i go down-relient k
U give me hope, n hope it gives me life U touch my heavy heart, when u do it u make it light As I exhale I hear your voice N I answer u, though I hardly make a noise N from my lips The words I choose to say Seem pathetic, but it’s a fallen man’s praise Because I love u Oh god, I love u And life is now worth living If only because of u And when they say I’m dead n gone It won’t be further from the truth
When I go down I lift my eyes up to u I won’t look very far Cause you’ll be there Wit open arms 2 lift me up again To lift me up again
dis song suits how im feelin rite now'dunno y all those of u hu neva heard dis song hafta go check it out seriously its a beautiful song peepz yah... i gotta go now dat's all 4 tonite.. -i'm sprung now he's got me got me doin things i'd neva do- -reyy.0.4.7-
